Love is Life

In a quiet way, we are ecstatic when we are together. He is open and able to accept without falling into ego trips. I am very touched by his honesty and commitment and can even allow doors to open that are completely new.

Deep inside, something is relaxed, like a calm, deep lake.

For the first time, I am entering an area with a man where I don’t have to protect my boundaries. And slowly, step by step, I can trustingly give space to the very subtle inner impulses – and allow the other person to see me with them.

All the cells of my body dance with each other until they come to rest and then there is only vastness left … no body … no me … only that which flows through me. This is what I am also experiencing more and more in my sexuality – it is becoming softer and more beautiful.

It surprises me how easy it is for me to be in my heart and remain open. It is as if it takes a conscious decision every moment not to listen to the mind but to want to feel this warmth, lightness and connectedness.

Just learning about trust and intuition in relationships.

Being with a man I can love with all my heart and desire completely sexually makes many things happen by themselves; there is no one doing anything … everything happens from a state of being and not doing.

There are no critical questions, because when we are together, something is completely fulfilled. But it’s not just a dream – I don’t close my eyes to the difficult sides of us, they are welcome and allowed to be there too. Where there is light, there are also shadows!

I love his presence, I love looking at him and his every approach touches me to the core of my being. I can feel his presence even when he is not physically present and my love for him also makes me fall in love with life.